Keep calm, they say.
With less than two weeks to go, I think I am everything but calm. You would think that I have this whole marathon gig down pat. I mean, having run eight marathons last year, I should be raring to go. In fact, I do have race withdrawal. An affliction I’ve endured for the last two months or so. I haven’t raced since November 2nd. This may, in fact, be the longest break between races I have ever endured. Normally I start have race withdrawal about two weeks after a race. This stretch by race day, will be over three months. No wonder I am anything but calm.
I really did need the break, however. My body was just tired after a full racing season in 2014. I had some great races, and some not so great. I needed the time off. I needed to recover, and get that desire back. It really took longer than I thought it would. Even my long training runs haven’t been that fun leading up to marathon 17. I really haven’t enjoyed many runs at all. I think the combination of tired legs, lackluster cold weather running and the general malaise that this time of year brings me have left me feeling quite unprepared for this marathon. Race day has really snuck up on me. I mean, it really, really has. I know my mind knows how to conquer the 26.2 miles that await me on February 7th, I just don’t know at this point how my legs will react on race day.
No, this twelve day stretch doesn’t have anything to do with Christmas, Paul. These twelve days have everything to do with a marathon. The only present involved will be a medal at the finish line. If I make it to the finish. Can you believe that I am even afraid of not finishing? I guess the nerves are starting to kick in. Stay calm! I can do this! I have to keep reminding myself.
My goals for this race are just to finish, and try to let my body relax through the process and take it all in. Of course, no two marathons are quite the same. I’m not talking about the course either. Marathon race day can being all sorts of different results, even for elite athletes. One never knows how the body will react on race day. To have the most consistent results, one needs proper training. This training cycle has been anything but consistent for me, so I need to rely more this time on tenure. I’ve done this sixteen times in the past, so I have to rely on knowledge I’ve gained along the way.
Hopefully this knowledge will get me to the finish!
No matter how many races you’ve done, have you ever felt underprepared come race day? How have you overcome?